Saturday, 4 May 2013

And every so often, an off day

Yesterday my brother-in-law got married.

Yesterday was also and unrelatedly one of the first bad days in at least a week or two.

Yesterday, families came together and celebrated. Got to know each other. Pleasant times all around.

Yesterday, I could find no joy in anything. I could not mobilize myself. I'd follow along and obey instructions, but doddered around fumbling at tasks when I try to start them myself.

I didn't feel much anxiety, but I didn't feel much joy, or interest, or energy for anything. Eventually S suggested my functionality might improve from my anti-anxiety pills.

Like a flash, the pervasive, crippling sadness vanished. And as the families gathered and the ceremony took place, I was able to be pleasant, have fun, and be involved in conversations and activities.

Yesterday was a great day.

Yesterday was a ghastly day.

Yesterday was an off day.

1 comment:

  1. I'm glad you got to enjoy some of the day. Take care xx


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